User blog:KittyInASheepsClothes/Sorryz From Kitty

'"Life is like a road, every now and then sometimes there is a speed bump. For every driver, there is the same road. We humans, call this road life. Even if you crash, there is always a chance of living again." '- Myself

I don't know how to start....Well, here we go, winging it. Hi....In case you haven't noticed, well i havent been as active and helpful as usual... And I know I owe you a reason. I have been in the hospital for extreme anorexia, but luckily a person I consider sister has helped me through that, even if they dont know it. Around three days ago, I decided to leave a message in chat, no blog or anything. In those three days, I did something stupid, but don't worry, 'M back people.

Bach...I dont know what to say....Atm, I'm typing with a sad look in my eyes, uncertain. You've been like a mother to me, while my "real mother" has been a bitch. TBH its great to feel loved for once. i know I have failed you, lacking off, leaving my admin duties for three days, even after all your uncertainty bout me becoming admin. You were right...I'm sorry, so much....I'll try and make it up to you.

Bee, omfg. You help me so much every moment your on. I consider you a sister, something I have always wanted. Someone who isnt just a friend who can abandon you. I know I made you worry, sorry. I wish I can make it up to you. I dunno hat I would do without you, you're the only one who atm knows what has happened, and you didnt turn away. Thank you Bee, sister... :P

Others....I know I may have worried some, made some a bit unsure, made some annoyed and other stuff. Leaving my work, being moody, yea...I'm sorry, so much. This place is like a home to me, and the users here are my family. All of you have a place in my heart, where a family should be. So, yeah, im back, bitch at me, hte me, but remember i love you guys and thanks for those who supproted me. :)

"Family isn't blood, no matter what people say. Family is the people which in which you let your heart lay. Family is the people who don't care if you lie or cheat. Family is the people who always save you a seat. For all of my family, my sisters, brothers, parents and home, I love you, even if you don't care. (If you don't care, f*ck you)" - Myself, of course :P