User blog:NocturnalDelusion/You can have it all, just not all at once...



'It was a life I didn't want to leave behind. It was a life I didn't want to forget... '

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So, I've tried to delay this and convince myself that I can do without,                                                                    but it's time to get a reality check and do the best thing for myself...

My grades have been dropping at rapid speed, I've become more preoccupied with things other than               the wiki and school. I feel less and less productive as time goes and I feel like the wiki is no longer my place. As such, I have come to a decision.

It wasn't easy one, as demonstrated by my past persistence to stay.

I am hereby stepping down from my position as administration and leaving the wiki, indefinitely.

I assure you, Every single one of my friends... but priorities are priorities. I have to admit, with the amount of stress from real life, I simply cannot allow myself to take more stress upon myself. That's why I haven't been the most productive I can be. That's why I'm clearing my spot for someone who can do far better than I, and can allow themselves to spare time for the wiki.

My Characters
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:14px;line-height:18px;color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;">I ask that my characters will be left untouched... sorry, I just can't let myself hand over any of them.

<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:14px;line-height:18px;color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;">However, Bach/Lottie/Minxie, you're more than free to RP with them as you like.

<span style="font-size:14px;line-height:18px;color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;">Thanks and Acknowledgements
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:14px;line-height:18px;color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;">I can write thirty page essays on these people, but I chose to keep it short and to the point...

<span style="font-size:14px;line-height:18px;color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;">Bach
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:14px;line-height:18px;color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;">Bach, what can I say? You've been the best friend I could've ever had, even in my days as "Dean". I feel like I can relate to you on so many levels it's insane, especially because of our age differences. You were always the one I can confide in, the one that I can trust. Thank you for always being there for me.

<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:14px;line-height:18px;color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;">Lott

<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-size:14px;line-height:18px;color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;">Oh, Lottie. You're like that big brother I never had. Sometimes I get to you, and that's okay, I mean, I'm not an easy person. I always enjoyed roleplaying with you and just talking to you in general. Thank you for always helping me out and being my shoulder to lean on.

<p style="text-align:center;">'''<span style="font-size:14px;line-height:18px;color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;">Nic '''

<p style="text-align:center;"> I know you left the wiki too, but I feel it's only appropriate that you are mentioned here to. We may not see eye to eye all the time but you're always going to be remembered as a great friend to me. Thank you for taking all my bull and for all the long conversations on Skype.

<p style="text-align:center;"> Minxie

<p style="text-align:center;"> We may not have been the best of friends, but I always felt a genuine connection with you. You're always sweet and kind. I find those traits hard to acquire, personally. I thank you for letting me get to know you.

<p style="text-align:center;"> Float

<p style="text-align:center;"> This is more relevant to recent times, but I really enjoy roleplaying and just chatting with you. We both have a fondness for Edgar Allen Poe (glad it's not just me) and I find myself relating to you on many different levels. I thank you as well, for giving me the pleasure of knowing you.

<p style="text-align:center;"> The Wiki As a Whole

<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:14px;line-height:18px;">Thank you for being my retreat for life, but now I have to get back to it. I have been absent from it for too long. The whole bunch of you, noobs and old friends alike, are going to be remembered fondly by me. Hope we cross paths someday in the future.

<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:14px;line-height:18px;">♦♦♦♦

<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:rgb(24,24,24);font-family:georgia,serif;font-size:14px;line-height:18px;">'... I'm afraid I just have to.'