User blog:KittyInASheepsClothes/Changing Years!

It was September the 29th....About midday to lunch time. I was browsing the web, for any info if there was going to be any new series which were related to Percy Jackson and Camp Half Blood. I decided to search around and I found this site. It was called: ''Camp Half Blood Roleplaying Wiki. ''I clicked on it and looked around a bit. 'Decided to join and made my account. At first I didnt see much. So I turned off my computer and just left it there.

But as you all know, Im here now so I must have come back. I remember my first time on chat, my first roleplay, my first welcome which was from Jake, even if he does not remember. I was at first, not on much. But soon, it became a obsession of mine truly. It was an escape from the real world. A real world where at the time, life wasnt easy. I was on anti-depression meds, had been in hospital a few times for anorexia and someone close to me died. But chat, the users here, accepted me anyway. They didnt know my history, my name, anything, but they became my friends anyway.

Of course, I had a few problems. I remember being yelled at by Ghost and King so many times to count and I remember me and Lottie couldnt stand each other. Comic and me were basically so cold to each other it was scary and the only user I really actually talked to was Karikamiya. But then, I came into chat one time, and there was a few users there.

It started becoming basically a therapy session. Everyone let out their problems and I realized I didnt have the worst life. At first, I didnt let it all out. This and that, a few little things. But the talk made me become friends with people I wouldnt have. I learnt that the people I knew and hadnt got along with, were more like me than I could have ever had guessed.

So yeah, I became friends and I like to believe I have a close bond with everyone. As I started getting on more, my life got harder. But im happy I got support. I know I can trust nearly every single user on this wiki, some so much its kinda freaky. Just this few weeks, I have got my beautiful girlfriend, now normally, i cant discuss this with anyone. My mom hates me being bi, and most people do. But here, I look up to 3 bi users with great respect. And I can talk to them bout it. This is one of the most important things I love about this wiki. everyone accepts you for you, and not for the act you put on.

So, 2011 is coming to an end. Its the last day actually for me, here in Australia. Im wondering, what will happen next year. Who will leave, who will come but truly, im not wondering one thing. Im not wondering, if my friendships will break, because knowing you guys, i know they wont.

There are a few users I want to give a special thanks to. These guys (and gals) have been awesome. More than anyone will ever know. So yeah, here it goes.

Ghost
Ghostie, Ghostie, Ghostie. At first, we hated each other. I was a hyperactive brat and you had a bit of a yelling problem. I hated you a lot, thought you were just picking on me.Then something happened, and I have no idea what. Suddenly, Im proud to say we became besties. I can always trust you to listen, and i hope you feel the same. Having your friendship is so much to me. Its like, ultra awesome. Despite my crazy attitude, faults and weird and freaky mind which is in the gutter a lot :P, you accepted me and became my bestie, thanks...

Lott
Lottie! *uber glompz* We didnt start out buds. We had all those arguments about fear and bla bla bla, i cant remember no more. I believe we became friends in that little therapy session >:) I look up tah ya like a big (giant!) bro who love to tackl hug me >:). I love how we greet each other with all those glompz and all those capitol letters. We are fellow bcrats/admins on more than 2 wikis and it makes me proud to be chus friend. I have to believe your my other bestie besides ghostie. My big bro bestie in my mind. *glompz again* So thanks for the year and all the hugs >:)

Lele and Wise
Wow, two of the bi users I look up to with great awesome respect. You guys are the ones I believe, that everyone should look up to. I know, that whenever I have/had girl problems, you guys are there to talk to. Wise, you always help me out. No matter what with. I respect you so much, my friend. In fact, you are someone I will never forget in my life. Lele, I cant believe I know someone like you. Even when you have your own problems which get hard to handle, you help others with theirs anyway. Both of you, Im proud to call myself a friend and am even more proud, to call myself a fellow duck ;P

Bach
Bach.....I cant reall explain my feelings. You often scared me, thats the truth. But now I view you as a strong friend. We have those weird chats about injuries and other stuff, and we have those mind in the gutter moments which make the convo even more fun. I believe that whoever knows you, is very lucky. I know in years to come, that I will always remember you Bach, as someone who is extremely strong.

And last, but definably not least, Bee.
Bee, my friend, I cant say much, Truly, you are one of the most beautiful, wonderful, awesome, smart and best people on this Earth. Flame is SO lucky to have you :P. You help me out like a older sistah I guess. You come to me with your problems and I do the same to you. I can always trust you to have kind words from your kind heart. Believe me, in years to come, you are gonna go so far...

So as 2011 goes by, I am happy to say, have a Happy New Year Camp Half Blood Roleplaying Wiki! If you evah need a kitten, a friend or someone to help, just ask me. Because its the least I can do to repay you for your kindness.