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As many of you know, I'm going through a rough time in my life. Now, I'm not saying goodbye, I love this too much to leave for more than a few hours (See last blog), but I am going to be less active on the wiki. I'll be on almost every day on caht, but with my world being rocked by asteroid after asteroid, I can't possibly keep up with the rping and my responsibilities as a rollback.

I am in exactly the same place I was before being contacted by a childhood friend one lonely evening in March of this year. Friends are plentiful, but few people really get me. All three of those people have cut ties with me, be it my doing are their's, and at the moment I've been thrown into such a tailspin I have absolutely no idea what to do with my life. This isn't a cry for help, nothing shall ocur that'll put me in any extreme danger, but please take into account my world was literally torn from my grasp the day before my birthday. For absolutely no reason at all, I burst out crying during class today (It was silent and discreet, so luckily I didn't get demoted from my already low rung on the social ladder.)

This has never happened before. Ever. Tears are an extremely rare occurence for me, and my ability to come up here right now and admit to the entire wiki that it happened is a surprise to myself even. Attempts to help are welcome, but I cannot promise they will have an outlasting affect. I love you guys with all my heart, blah blah blah  Thanks for taking the time to read this, even though I'm sure most of you will interpret it was whiney bullshit.