User blog:Angelica Moss/Grip on Reality

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I saw everything I had to see,I know it was so stupid of me to admit everything to you but I just can't fight back the pain lurking in the crevices of my heart as I watch you slowly drift away.So I used up all the courage I have and risked everything we ever had,all the memories we shared(which were only a few) to show you how much I care...and how much it hurts to see you fade away...I was an idiot thinking that you would actually feel the same way about me...Now..I watch you act as if everything is alright,as if we've never met before...I admit...sometimes...I would cry myself to sleep at night...I know you don't feel the same way and that what I have for you is simply infatuation,admiration but never love...I knew this would happen but instead I let gullible-old-me to take charge... Now my heart is aching longing for the friendship we lost...the friendship I ruined...I know that reality is more important than fantasy but I just can't let you go...Not with my heart locked up in a cage and the key hanging on a chain around your neck...I just can't...<3

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Grip on Reality...

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