User blog:TheWiseOne/Family Friction

So, here I am at 8:46, Winnipeg time, angry and sulking in my bathroom, writing this blog. Over the past few weeks I've been on at some different times than usual. It's because things are getitng a little edgier at home. Me and M&M are fighting more often. My parents and I argue way more than usual. And, yes, my grades are crap.

I need to solve this. It didn't used to be like this. And, I hate what I've become: addicted to the company of people I don't know, craving more time to pound keyboards and isolating myself from the people who are closets to me, just to be close to a f*ckin' computer screen. I'm not saying or implying in the slightest that I don't like you guys, but... this is changing me - not for the better.

My time here is so much fun. I love all of you to bits! Some more or less than others, but... I still care. But I should also care for the people that I see everyday - the non-virtual ones. I need to take some time to fix my relationships, my grades and pretty much, my life.

On most days, I'm bubbly and crazy and immature, etcetera, etcetera... but some days, like this evening, I was sad and depressed. It's because I'm crazy. I'm not joking. I have a mental illness that needs to be treated: depression. I had a HUGE incident two weeks ago, where I almost left my house - for good. I despise myself for it. I need to take initiaive for myself, soon.

Now, I know that I have duties to take care of. I might (MIGHT), creep on and take care of a few claims and maybe an RP. But that's, again, a might. I don't know when I'll be back on, but I'm not leaving permanently. I promise.

Everything is going to be okay. Hopefully when I come back, I'll be a better and healthier person. Wish me luck, guys. I, sure as hell, will need it.

~ Love, Wise.

CURSE YOU, AQUA SCUM! ~Wise :D 02:54, November 23, 2011 (UTC)