User blog:Thebiguglyalien/Good Bye

I'm Thebiguglyalien. You probably know me though. In fact, I'd be a little surprised if you didn't know who I was. Not only am I the creator of this site, but I am also (excuse me) one of the most known users on here. As you may assume from the title of this blog, I am leaving. My leave will sadden many, make some happy, and others won't give a ****.

Personally, I do feel this is necessary. Not only do I have better and more important things to do, but I have also questioned my loyalty to this wiki for a while. Some of you may know exactly what I mean, while many of you remain clueless.

When I created this place, I was hoping for a simple Percy Jackson role playing spot where fans can role play as demigods and that other stuff. Alas, that was not to be. Shortly after this place got into working order, things started happening. Users started craving power. Things started to get out of control. People wanted their way above everything else. Certain ideas where ignored, and things got even worse.

This place was originally set up to where everyone could have fun. Admins were chosen by the community, and then served the same community. But then people started wanting more power, and changed things. Everything was closed off, only the highest of users had a say in anything, and info was kept top secret.

TheGhostMan
Ghost, I've said a lot of things to you, and yes, I am sorry about a lot of them. I did lose my temper in chat, and I told you (and called you) all sorts of things. Once again, I do apologize, but I do feel that some of that was the whole stupid "I'm rubber you're glue" thing. You did some things that were uncalled for, and I retaliated. I've always had a policy. "If you make me mad, I will react with equal or greater force." That's just what I did. You did some things that were slightly uncalled for, and I was tired of it. Once again, I apologize, and I hope I can leave with us on good terms.

My Not Doing Anything
Many of you accused me of doing "absolutely nothing". I only have a faint idea where this came from, and this is after a month of trying to figure it out. No, please do not accuse me of arrogance, that is not where this is coming form. I try to look at this from a logical perspective. When this place was created, I set out right away and worked very hard. I built the foundation of this wiki. I continued do to this until I started to get shoved out. People stopped taking me seriously, probably. (See next section.) For example, during the start of the BC. I was excited about getting a faction, and I tried to make it obvious too. I asked how to make one multiple times. Every time I was answered with cricket chirps and subject changes. Almost as if somebody didn't want me to help. Then I got yelled at for not helping, and that eventually led to me being forced to step down. I STILL tried to help even after that. I constantly asked, yes, asked for things to do that could help. Did anyone notice? No.

People Not Taking Me Seriously
Role play wikis should be fun happy environments, right? I thought so. But others started to disagree. After we got chat, I tried to keep things alive when it started to slow. Most found this very entertaining. But some, mainly the admins, found that annoying. I even found some stretching the truth about what I do/say in chat. This was actually the first time I was offended on this wiki, and I am not one who is easily offended. I was just entertaining the crowd when nothing important was going on, and this led to the above section, and distrust of me that should not be. I am also suspicious that people are only seeing me as an babbling idiot because that is what they expect, as "People tend to see what they expect, even if it is not there."

Well, it was nice being here, I might stop by occasionally, but for the most part, I'll be gone. Thanks for the time guys, and if I accidentally said something that someone finds offensive in this blog, I apologize a thousand fold.