User blog:Riri25/An Amazing Journey, Tired but it's amazing as said.

Now don't go thinking this is a "Sorry, but I'm leaving." blog >.> It's not. And I've tried leaving once but it's impossible. Seriously. But this is more of a... It's an amazing journey thing and thanks, a lot.

I've been stressed out a lot since April. I'm gonna say this. A dearest and closest friend of mine.. well she passed away, because of cancer. Back then I was very devastated and on the point of wanting to commit suicide too >.< I thought of myself as useless and pointless without her around. But I had my friends here. You guys made me stronger and move on.

Though there's also been times, I'll just admit it straight, I became this, temporary cold, deep, inner side of me that I never thought I had, it just erupted like a volcano. Then I started blaming others for this and that-pointless and not pointless reasons- and I've been calling my friends here and in real life unthinkable words I can never forgive myself of calling them it. I've felt like I was left out and nobody wanted me, especially here >.<

After a while, meaning now, I got better. Real life; Wikia; I finally found those I love, they kept me stable. They've made me laughed until I would've exploded into flames. They made me cry, tears of joy. They made me smile until my face hurt. They include you guys. You all mean so much to me. Camp Half-Blood Roleplaying Wiki means just, so much to me. Those whom I haven't met, and yes, those who dislike and loathe me include too, cause you all are still what keeps this wiki going. We're all that soul and life that keeps this wiki. I can't imagine what this wiki would be without everyone.

Thanks especially to those users like, .... so many users Oh god Dx

Oh well, there's.. from Jassy, Blue-chan, Kookie Dough, Miggy, Brocky, Hyu, Raid, Broken, Mika even though he left, I miss you Mika >.<, Nihtwing, Birdie, Wind, Bach, Sean and especially to Oli, Gruffy, Jedi I've missed you super badly and come back soon, Elabear (You better come back soon young lady >.>), Darkules you've put up with me and my annoyances and everything else for so long, how could you do it? o.o and Maia.. I'm sorry for what I've brought burden to you with every one of my worsts and I've most definitely been a b*tch at certain times.

(I apologize if I'd miss out on anybody :c)

And I know how cheesy and probably cliché this blog might sound >_< But I think in my way it's saying thanks. I'm still living the life of a stressed teen, but I'll put that one aside. Thank you so much, it's like an amazing journey. And I can't wait for what else that might come up and surprise us.

Love you all.

ツ

Now that smiley face seems very cheesy and cliché ._.

Yours never ~