User blog:NocturnalDelusion/My Apologies

I feel like I have to make this blog. I've commited wrong doing, and this is the time to make up for it. I know I haven't been quite active lately, neither as a user nor a rollback, and I feel rather guilty about it. I've also messed up a bit when doing my job as well. I cannot explain how sorry I am. I sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, apologize. I've been going through a whole lot lately, though. As some of you may know, I've went through a dialysis and a kidney transplant recently, and therefore I've been have to go through therapy and medication. I'm also moving out to Cairo, and I've been busy gathering my stuff and preparing for that as well. I'll try and make up for it as much as I can, and if a vote for demotion will be neccassary, so be it.

Personal Apologies
Nhlott (Lottie),

I feel like recently I may have dissapointed you. I haven't been active preparing my wiki, and I haven't been bringing up any work concerning the ability revamp either. I'm very displeased with myself as well, and I feel like you're the person I've dissappointed the most... Whether it be my choices you don't understand, or my inactivity that holds you back... I hope I can make it up to you.

Comiclove (Comi),

I may have expressed myself incorrectly. I worded what I wanted to say in an offensive manner. I have offended you, and upset others. I'm deeply sorry for this. I never meant to hurt you nor anyone else. You're a great friend, Comi, and I wouldn't like to lose you as one. I don't know you too well, though, and my perceptions as they truly are may be decieved as well... I'm sorry for misexpressing myself in such a manner.

BachLynn23 (Bach), 

I haven't been active in my work in your department; I haven't worked on claims too oftenly, and I rather abadoned the ability-revamp project. I really do want to fix the gap I've left, and I'll be working as hard as I can.

Well, after loads of paraphrasing and lots of emotion, I hope we can get back on track soon, and that my misdeeds can be forgiven. ~GirlofDelusion  (Whisper your thoughts... ) 21:43, December 21, 2011 (UTC)