User blog comment:Nat25/Mini Vacation/@comment-4542064-20161010152254/@comment-4542064-20161026143236

Then take a break...

By far I'm not kicking you out (it is not my intention as I can feel the sincerity here) but I'm merely suggesting this cause this is what you need...

I know you said you want to change and help but as of now what can you do? Nothing right?

So take a break ...

I'm saying this from a personal experience cause I took a one year break once. Back then I was this teenager filled with hormones (like super stupid kid) that was scared of practically  everything. (ask any oldie on camp and they would back up this story) cause I NEVER (and I repeat never) been on chat back then. Then I got back onto camp after that break and from that immature kid I became an admin (and looking back I would still laugh each time).

I'm not gonna say the same would happen to you but if you take a look some people did the same taking a break to re-evaluate everything and then coming back with a brand new perspective in life.

I agree you did take a "much" needed break recently but was it the same break you need here?

Please dont take this as an invitation to just "kick you out" so to say cause its merely a suggestion as I can tell your truly sincerely sorry about this whole mess you've made but I'm just worried about you..

Your trying so hard when you know everyone is being "careful" with you (you can get what I'm trying to not say here). Maybe a break is what you need to get some "fresh" air?

Still if you dont want to take my advice please disregard it cause I'm just worried about you... cause sometimes when you want something so much you forget yourself here you want us to see your side (which we do) but your gonna forget your human too nat.

Please have a good life remember this is just the internet dont get angry or stress out for everything we say here