If it's not too much trouble with you guys, then I'd like to temporarily step down from my current position as bcrat of AS. I honestly feel that I haven't been living up to the expectations that came with being bcrat in the past few weeks, so hopefully being admin will be able to help. While the tasks are generally the same, the feeling of urgency and the weight of responsibilities isn't all that evident when you're an admin, so it would really do me good. In the worse case scenario that real life gets far too hectic, I'll step down altogether and run for position when I get more time. This is only the worse case scenario though.
I promise that after a month, I'll be back and ready to devote more time to the wiki. :) After the first week of March, it's pretty much just graduation practices, and little to no requirements/projects are given anymore. I'll be able to spend more time in helping out with the wiki by then. :)
Mel sent me the link to the forum you created. I'd really just like to say good job on taking the initiative to start the change that we've only ever seen as concepts and dreams for the far future. Like seriously, we may not be that far apart in terms of age and we basically have the same amount of responsibilities on the wiki, but I'd really just like to say I'm proud of you. :))))
Hey brocky so i wanted to use the model nina agdal but, the User:TheFabulousBarbie is currently using her. I messaged her maybe like 3-4 days ago and still no response. I was just wondering if she was still active or if she is a user left?
why did you delete my character? Tghy71 (talk) 01:35, February 12, 2015 (UTC)
Hey Brocky so i have a newbie who has made a animal nymph character and i was wondering if that allows them to start leveling up?? And also if they have the nymph character should there name be added to the user and character list?
10 to 13 is actually correct if I recall correctly C: (unless the claim test's been wrong for like forever... >.<). And I know 14 is allowed "with the right circumstances" but 10 to 13 is just the usual/typical age range for normal non-big three demigods.
So Freth challenged me for head cousnellor of Thanatos since he came back and Wendy got counsellor by default when he went mia, but like, I really don't wanna do a fight rp because honestly I don't care >.< Is thre a way for Wendy to just like step down peacefully xD Come with me.Love.
Oh, hey. Sure, sure. I don't mind! :--) And, oh, sorry for replying to your message this late 'cause I'm busy and I haven't checked my account since last year. ;-; BTW! [FANGIRLING WARNING] According to your avi, chars, profile, etc. I see to it that you're a Kpopper/Kpop fan or whatever you call that because I am too! I can imagine that we'll get along because of our similarity. Hahahaha. Sorry for being noisy though. And btw, since I was inactive, I want to know how to reclaim my archived characters since I don't know how. Thanks for your help! :--)
Oh wowwowowowowow I have been inactive for far too long (even though it's just been like 2-3 weeks but wow it feels like years). I'm am absolutely positively delighted to inform you that, come Sunday (or maybe Monday? Either way by this weekend), I will be able to return to the wiki fully. Final exams end on Friday and I only need to attend to a college orientation/forum/whatever they really call it on Saturday but after that I shall be freeeeeeeeee. I do so swear to make up for all those days when I was unable to edit at all. I'll definitely be able to devote my time to helping the wiki soon :))))))
Can you please check if the Vibration Sensing ability is OP? I know this should've been checked in the claim, but I didn't put it in there for some reason ^^; Slay says the rest is fine, I just need to confirm about the Vibration Sensing thing.
OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. I'M SO SORRY I LEFT THE CHAT OPEN WHEN MY MOM BORROWED ;-; I COMPLETELY FORGOT LOL I'M SOOOOOOOO SOOOO SORRY ;-;
I tried sorting out the current admin team into the 5 depts but I'm pretty sure I got some of them wrong xD See here please for the temporary placements. When we see each other again on chat, hopefully we'll be able to finalize it. :)
If you are the recipient of the badge that means you are awesome. You put up with me when I am annoying and you are a very good friend and I feel you will go far in life. I will always remember you and remember your awesome, kind, and understanding no matter what anyone says. I hope you like the badge.
Good day, Brocky! We're currently in the midst of checking whether or not our User/Character Lists are accurate. Below is a list of all of your characters, as well as your prizes (both used and unused), and some other pertinent information. Please check that all information listed below is correct and accurate. If not, do message me with what's missing and/or incorrect. Thank you and have a great day!
For any inquiries, please contact any administrator and we will make sure to address your problems. Thank you!
According to our lists, you also received a total of 11 char spots. The breakdown of these can be found below. You also had 4 previous newbs (TheSleepyOne, Beckonhearts, FaultyStoney, and Momo231) and currently, you have no newbs adopted.
Admittedly, I was also kind of confused with all your prizes, considering that there isn't a note on which of them were unused so I really need you to confirm on that xD Other than the prizes though, is our list accurate? :) If not, please IM me with the corrections (or you can do the changes yourself, if you're feeling up to it) as soon as possible. Thanks!
Hey Brocky soo in about 3 weeks im going to have to give my laptop back to my school and wont have anything to get onto CHB. Is there anyways i could go on like a vacation or something so that my chars aren't archived while im away?? Because ill be getting it back once school starts up in august and will have it the rest of the year. Alsoo if i were to go on a vacation would my RB titled be stripped? Or would i still be an Rb once i get back.. Just to make it clear i would be on vacation for about 2 1/2 months.
So I know that we have to get claimed before we can do anything, but how do we know if we've been claimed. I know I sound like a huge newb right now but your message said to ask any questions and I was just confused.
Hyunkyung?O.O Woah. You must be good at finding pictures of him (that, or I didn't try hard enough). Anyways, it's up to you :) I don't mind. Hyunkyung is yours, so feel free to do which character with him...waaaiiittt, that sounds wrong >.<" Erase that image. As for the child of Nyx, I guess so :)Such is life~ lol.Broken
Hi! I'm Jo. I'd like to ask a question: Can we send an iris message to people on the website? If so, how?--Josphine (talk) 23:07, May 21, 2015 (UTC)Josphine
what do you mean I just sent an iris message? wait are talk pages iris messages?
Hey, I made up a list of some times that I have available to train, here if you'd like to look through it and see if any of the times work for you BelladonnaTook (talk) 17:12, May 23, 2015 (UTC)
Hi!I haven't been on in awhile.I was told to inform someone that I am busy and willl definetly be less active.Just so you know
So I don`t know why I don`t like you probably your name I don`t like the letter B that much but I have come t give you my ........................... never mind. It physically hurts me to apologize but I will say this I can and probably would change if you let me back into live chat and not perma ban me. Do what you wish but I cannot apologize and will never beg to much pride I guess but know this I am humbled by my experience of being thrown out by the green stars. Please reconsider your action though and in the morning you will find me a new man.--I had a dream I ate a four pound marshmallow and when I woke up my pillow was gone-KhaeNin (talk) 23:55, May 24, 2015 (UTC)
Hey it's Faith, I'm wondering if I can get unbanned from chat i learned my lesson.
Hey its Faith, im joining the Divergent rp but im very confused since no one is on and i was hoping if you can help me. Please 00:57, May 27, 2015 (UTC)
Congratulations! Your character, Kenzie Chai is now the lt of Notus' cabin! Such is life~ lol.Broken
Hi, so yeah this is another template. At the time I'm typing this, you're at school and we haven't spoken for 2 days (excluding "FINNY" and your "JACky" :P) and I've sent loads of shit in skype, which I'm sceptical you'll reply to when/if you come on. This isn't a birthday template, no. Neither is it a pre-birthday template.
When I was typing everything in my skype to you - when you read it, you'll notice how I go from a very confident bitch to someone who's not confident. The past two days it's taken you ages to come on and, when you do, we don't speak. Liv told me you didn't feel like coming on and part of me wondered why you didn't tell me? I mean, I know I don't need to know everything about your life, but I just wondered if you felt the need to tell me? Writing this now I can tell you I've seen what you said to Liv about not being on and how you said "ik ;-;" when she said you just missed me. I noticed the timing of her's and looked back to our skype chat, where not a reply was found. Part of me felt annoyed but the larger part of me felt sad - you gave Liv a reaction to the template and I didn't have one. If you see my skype, you'll notice that I said I hope your skype's playing up again where I can't see messages you send; I'm still really hoping that's the case. This isn't going to be a long ass template of how I sent a load of shit with no replies, but rather, an apology.
I'm sorry this week I've been an asshole to you. That's the basic of it, I've been an asshole to you and part of me wonders that's why you don't feel like coming on - because I've been a dick to you. Looking back, the history thing was pathetic. Should I've been mad/upset that you didn't do it the first two times you promised? No because you have other things to do. Sometimes I guess I forget your whole world doesn't revolve around me (though I jokingly like to think it does c:). The only justification I can think of was that it was you who wanted them to be made quickly so I guess when you didn't do their history for ages, I got confused as to why you'd suggest we do it and then not do it. Regardless, I've already said thank-you in skype but in case you couldn't see it or you ignored it, tyyyyyyyyyy c:
I know you said to Liv you felt like an asshole to me this week, and you haven't been. Yeah there were some times where you got a bit assholish, but as a whole, you weren't one. That goes to me. On a comparative note, I was more assholish to you than you were to me and I'm really sorry for it. Hell, even writing the skype message today I felt like a dick. Even if you thought you were the biggest dick to me in the world, I'd still talk to you no matter what, still support you and still love you because you're the best friend I've ever had and it annoys me we're in different countries across the Atlantic Ocean because there's so many things I'd want to say face to face rather than you just reading it over a computer screen (I say face to face but unless I've grown it'll be more like face to neck but the gesture'll be there.).
My main realisation as I was typing out my messages to you today was that maybe this was you wanting to leave. Even writing about it now I can already feel myself getting sad just at the thought of it. Whether or not you intend to, it still scares me because I don't know where I'd be without you. Here's my entire conversation with Liv (who I spammed as the day progressed):
[09:52:27] Queen Oli: Liv omg what if this is his way of telling me he doesn't want to speak any more
[09:52:37] Queen Oli: omg maybe he doesn't want to be friends with me any more
[09:52:44] Queen Oli: fuck omg
[09:55:08] Queen Oli: maybe him not coming on is a sign of that
[09:55:12] Queen Oli: omg Liv no help pls get on ;-;
[10:47:06] Queen Oli: if it is
[10:47:10] Queen Oli: I've had this happen once before
[10:47:13] Queen Oli: I can't have it happen again no
[11:38:41] Queen Oli: update I also said this to him
[11:38:44] Queen Oli: Like you don't know how much
I'm hoping it's the problem where you send something but I don't receive it
just please don't hate me ;-;
[11:52:45] Queen Oli: Liv omg
[11:53:11] Queen Oli: I already lost one best friend over wikia
[11:53:13] Queen Oli: I can't lose another
[11:53:13] Queen Oli: I can't lose him ;-;
[14:44:08] Queen Oli: what if he's leaving
[14:44:10] Queen Oli: omg
[14:44:10] Queen Oli: no
[14:44:12] Queen Oli: I can't
[14:44:16] Queen Oli: ;-;
So as you can see, my attitude from what I messaged you was very different to what I was actually feeling like. As I mentioned before, it saddened me a lot to write it. I know Clay sent you something as well when I told him we hadn't spoken in 2 days. If you felt like I told him to send you that, I didn't and if I did, I'd choose for it not to be that aggressive because you're not the bad guy in this situation.
The main point of this tab is to tell you that I do truly miss you when we don't talk - these past two days I've felt empty as if I had nothing to talk about or really, no reason to be happy because I wasn't talking to you. I've said it a couple of times and I'll say it again, seeing your name pop up in the bottom left corner of my screen always makes me reassured that you're there and, when we talk, I always smile because I know I've lucked out on one of the best friends imaginable.
Without spoiling your present too much, you are and always will be the best friend I've ever had. Nobody's shown me as much loyalty, as much forgiveness and as much love as you've shown for me and now I just hope I've shown the same.
I want to address this now and it'll be my final point. You can tell me anything. Anything at all. Throughout my near year of depression you've been by my side all the time and making me feel better whenever I need it. Well, now it's my turn.
I knew a couple of days ago when you said you were fine you really weren't, but I didn't press. I didn't press because I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable. Also, don't say you were fine because I know when you're not fine because I'm your best friend c: I just want to say, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, don't lie about how you feel. Take it from me, lying how you feel and bottling it up isn't the way to go - you need to talk about it and, when you do, I'll be there to listen no matter what it is and no matter how long it is. I make this promise to you now that whenever you talk about your feelings (which I hope is a lot more now), I won't give up until you feel better. Like you said to me, knowing I made you smile or made you feel a little bit better is the best feeling in the world and I feel like I've accomplished something amazing.
I realised for the past year you've been the strong one in the friendship. You've been the one that has to put me before you and, well, that's stopping. I'll be the big one because you deserve someone to and I wouldn't be a very good best friend if I didn't. You've saved my life (figuratively and literally) and it'd be the least I could do to be the bigger one in the friendship (not in the height sense, we're still not at that point yet).
그래요 난 널 사랑해 Geuraeyo nan nul saranghae That's Right I Love You (Cheeky Genie why not)
No matter what hardships you have, always overcome
When it’s too hard, when it’s too tiring
I will lend you my back from behind
You can set down your burdens at anytime
Don’t think that you’re alone, don’t cry saying that it’s hard
You and I, we know
Lean against my back and if you endure through this world
You will have given me a great dream
Don’t rush and think ahead, when you’re sleepy, lean against the wall
Give your exhausted body a momentary time of rest
Don’t think that you’re alone, don’t cry saying that it’s hard
You and I, we know
On a very sunny day, for just one day
Let’s be someone else
Let’s hope for a different tomorrow
We can’t stop
Don’t think that you’re alone, don’t cry saying that it’s hard
You and I, we know
Lean against my back and if you endure through this world
You will have given me a great dream
When it comes to us
It’s hurting together when you’re struggling
(Shade did this for me on my birthday and when the thought of you bottling up your feelings re-entered my mind, my thoughts went straight to this song and I know how it felt when I got this, so here you go <3)
Also let's ignore the fact I used the same template as last time xD
You see this badge? You have earned this badge, and by having this badge, not only do you have Clay Rose's badge of approval, but you are also my best friend. I love you with all my heart and soul, and thank you for being there for me, thick and thin. Make sure to drink plenty of water and have a good laugh! -Clay
You might not be expecting this template, not only due to our recent fight (which tbh is all my fault) or because I kept saying that I'd wait until you did yours. Well, here it is. I spent a lot of time thinking on how I wanted to lay it out (trust me I tried to do the copy and paste method you once recommended to me and it fucking failed so much like ;-;) and eventually I gave up and in short, I really really really wanted to do this template for you and the bedroom coding you made was pretty much what I was aiming for the template I was going go try and make on my own look like so voila >.< (you might hate me for this but like it was literally what I wanted to do for you so yeah c:).
I was a mess last night. Honestly, I was. If I was to document it in article form no doubt you'd link me and say "mess tbh" and we'd laugh about it. So much was going on that was going shitty for me I even typed "Please don't talk to me" and was about to send it to you because I just couldn't handle anything. But, something stopped me and I just carried on being a dick to you. I know you've seen my massive paragraph to you and it's all true, every single word.
When you typed if "I'm being such an asshole, don't talk to me then
sorry for being such an asshole and a problem for you"
I literally didn't know what to do. Seeing you say that really broke something in me and if you ask Clay, he'll say that I became a mess in PM with him. Seeing you say that made me realise that I made you feel like you were a problem to me and I can't honestly stress enough that you're not and you never will be. When you said "don't talk to me then" I felt so guilty and so sad and I really just wanted to forget everything and not speak to anyone because, as you know, when I don't talk to you I mostly feel like there's no point and that I'm not as happy as I could be.
When you came on this morning, again, I didn't know what to do. I typed FINNY '(squeeze)' out about five times, each time I hesitated to push enter and send it because I didn't know if you wanted to speak to me. I didn't know if the argument had put a big temporary dent in our friendship and I wasn't ready to speak to you. I shit you now when you came on I felt so many emotions because looking back now, I can see why you'd say I was trying to guilt you. And was I? Not intentionally, no. I'd type a load of reasons as to why I didn't mean to but it'd be a tl;dr and it's not excusable.
If anything, and I promise this is the only thing, the only problem I had (if you'd count it as a problem) was/is that me trying to say 'Oh look you're using a model I told you I was going to use so can we like reason about it,' in whatever form (guilt tripping or not) is always mentioned by you as a bad thing. Every single time it happens I suddenly become the bad guy in it and although I can see your point of view, every single time gets enough and it's one of the reasons each time I give up because I honestly don't want to be portrayed as the bad guy - especially not by my best friend.
Just like Baekhyun to Jongdae (maybe not the singing, who knows tho tbh), there's a lot of things you teach me. I'm going to avoid all the useless feels and go into the major one(s), which is this:
You taught me that there was someone out there who cared about me enough and loved me in times where even I didn't love myself, someone who had more faith in me than I ever did and someone out there who I could truly call my best friend.
I don't know if what I said above does justice and to be honest, you know what I mean - I've said it enough times during the past couple of months now. This part is what I don't want to spoil so I'll keep it short; you're an amazing person and there isn't a day that goes by, an act of forgiveness by you or whenever we get into an argument where I don't think - in some form - "I'm really lucky to have him as a best friend." Although I hate them, I'd always prefer to have a fight with you than someone else because I know at the end of it you're going to be there for me and you're more than likely going through the emotions I am so you know how I feel and can sympathise with me.
You could've chosen anybody to be your best friend (in general, wikia or real life) and you chose me and like what I said before, there's rarely a moment where I don't think in some form, "Why me?" That's a rhetorical question by now as you always tell me but yeah. Again, there's more I want to say but that'd spoil your present too much and I've done enough spoiling oops lmao c:
This is where my pathetic lil attempt at a template comes to an end and I say this:
Someone you can trust with your life who has seen the best and worst of you and will be there whenever you need someone to talk to. There is a balance in the relationship between give and take. You feel so in sync with them that you can comfortably share your innermost feelings and thoughts.
Im Leaving... Sorta? Taking A Vacation? IDRK WHat Ya Call It?
Hey Brocky, uh so I told Avingnon, but i believe Slay is like leaving or left or somehting, because I know a have to tell an admin. I told Slay like a week-ish ago, but I never got a response back, so I don't even know if my message was recieved in the first place, so I thought I would (officially) let you know, starting on June 25, I will be going to camp and have no access to technology. Thus, I will be on vacation from the wiki for eight-ish weeks (I forget the exact date I get back sry). I read the policies, but am a bit comfused as what is done in these situations, as I will be gone for two solid months. If you could let me know what the protocol usually in a situation like this, that would be very helpful. (Specifically, like, what will happen my my characters and do I need to put anything on my profile page before i leave, etc.) Thanks a bunch, sorry if I bothered you with this message or whatever.
Just like your gift to me, if you told me three years ago that I was going to meet my best friend who lives in Canada on a roleplaying wikia, I would've either laughed or be really scared (13 year old me was a pussy ass bitch we know this). At the time I'm writing this, it's the morning - for me anyway - after we've stopped talking when you told me to message you when I believed you. Of course, I believed you right away and I guess I'm using however I feel to type this. I'm not going to change this paragraph come your birthday because that'd take away some of the emotions of this template. I don't currently know how you're going to respond to what I said in skype, but I do feel incredibly sorry and to me I do feel like I have done what I said and I regret it immediately. As I type this I hope you have a conflict free birthday - every single status I did for the six days leading up to this day was to remind you how much you mean to me and to try and prevent any conflict (sorry that didn't happen for Monday).
On with the template though, and I'll start with this (which is the most important thing), telling you that ily, so, I love you. <3
P.S. Your head was at an awkward angle hence it looks boxy, sorry ;-;
A Message For You...
There are many incidents where the unnies and I had disagreements…we disagreed on little things. But I learned a lot through those arguments.
Whatever I do with my other friends, whatever I say about my other friends, know you're my best friend. Know you're the one who I anticipate the most to talk to, when we fight or not. Likewise with you, if I was going to 'drop' you, I'd tell you. So, if I don't say anything, you have no reason to over think or to worry about it - you're always going to be my number one, or queen or - tbt - queef.
You know how much I wonder how someone like me could have someone like you as a best friend - you're amazing.
When we were 13, I never anticipated that I would have thought that we would speak beyond a couple of months but now, three years later, I wouldn't trade it for anything. Whatever you think of yourself and your imperfections, trust me, I think I'm the luckiest person in the world to have you as a best friend/brother and to have you as one of the most important people in my life.
I'm not gonna make up excuses, you're my best friend and I want you to have loads of shit so have all of this along with the template c:
I know you did one for me, and I know the thought of a whole tumblr blog dedicated to me was something I really liked the idea of (not trying to boost my ego or anything oops) and honestly it touched me that you'd go out of your way to do this for me so here I link you the two blogs; 1. and 2. I'll give you the passwords when you have finished my tumblr <3 c:
With all the issues we've had with models, I wanted to do this to truly make up for it; like with your gift to me, you don't need to do anything in return. I'm giving you 3 models to share and you can choose from one from each tab on this template. (PS. I was determined after our model conversation to show you that I could do coding - not that I think you doubted I could. This might've been a 'simple' code but I was adamant I'd use it bc I know you like using it to display your chars so I wanted to add it into your bday template somehow c:)
This could be a feels tab in itself and at the time I'm typing it (which is before I've finished the tumblr blogs lmao) I don't know if there will be one. But I'm promising you here that whenever you need someone to listen to you, I'll be there. Even if we're in the middle of a fight, you need to tell someone something (even if you have Yuri and Liv to tell), I'll always there for you. You're too special to me for me to see you bottle things up and hurt inside and tell everyone you're fine. My promise to you is that I'll be the bigger one in the relationship and, although let's be real there's not a lot in it, I'll take up the role of being the older one in the friendship because for the past year you've done that. It's your turn to have someone to tell all your feelings to and not be the person to have to listen and be supportive, and I really hope that I can be there person for you.
I hope this makes up for last year's failure of a present. I know that this year I won't be on when you get on at your usual time - I'll be at my prom and won't be back until sometime in the 7 to 8pm range of your time. I promise you when I get back you can tell me all about your day and, although I can't do anything about it, I'm really sorry I'm going to be missing some of your birthday.
Here's where the pre-feels end, and the real feels begin. Again, from the deepest place of my heart, I love you.
Best friends are people you don't need to talk to every single day. you don't need to talk to each other for weeks, but when you do, it's as if you'd never stopped talking.
(Fun Fact: I wrote all of this before you'd even given me my birthday template so <3 I'm also not going to change any of it and keep it how it is)
Since the last time I gave you one of these, so much as happened. I left, came back, we fought multiple times but in the end of it all, you still remained a true friend to me. Unlike last year, I'll try and make this less awkward but I’ll start off by saying that you're amazing and whatever flaws you think you have, are among the best qualities of you. The first thing I want to say, is that you make me aspire to be a better person - whether it be personality wise, rp-ing wise or coding wise, a large amount of my aspirations come from you. I like how you’re nice as fuck, funny and in general an amazing person. I know you don’t like it, but I think you being protective is a good thing - it proves you care and I’d rather be friends someone with someone who cared a lot than someone who couldn't give two shits. To be honest, there’s sometimes where I wonder how someone like me, can call someone like you as my best friend (and then it leads me to think how you can think of me as the same position but w/e this is about you not me xD) and tbh, thank-you for being that person and just know nobody could ever replace you c: I'd like to think we've gotten closer since the last year. I mean, loads of things can happened (to name a few: the first depression, me leaving from December through February-ish, the whole fiasco about Chen on DARP and Felicia and all the times I thought it was someone else > me), but I feel like each of them have made us closer and made me realise that undoubtedly you're one of my closest friends I've had.
Do I consider you a brother? No, no I don't. I consider you a twin, as twins are meant to share a special bond far beyond brothers and that's what I compare our friendship to. The quote at the top is one that I think really represents us - even after I left and came back, we talked like I had never left. Although we did have some things that were outcomes of it, in general, nothing changed too much. I know I worry too much about you dropping me, but it’s because you’re the best friend I’ve ever had and I always have that feeling in my mind that I’m not good enough for you and that you’ll find someone better than me and I’ll be a burden. But I know now I’m not and I’m really sorry for having you sit through my endless thoughts on it. To commemorate this, let’s go back over our friendship.
I mean, we started out as strangers - on the HG wiki, I entered one of your games and that's how I recognised your name when you too came to here (you joined 6 days after me js <3333), but now you're the one thing that gives me hope through this relapse. I've already told you but you're the reason I strive to get better mentally, it's because of you that I'm becoming more open with my feelings which in turn is getting better and it's because of you that sometimes when I have really dark thoughts I stop myself. I know I might get annoying when I talk about my feelings with you and constantly worry if I'm being replaced or you hate me, it's just that it's happened to me once before with someone I thought was a true friend and I hated it then. If you did it too, it'd crush me even more because you're one of the truest friends I've ever had.
There's probably so much more I could write here, and you might find some on the other tabs (who knows with me xD) but I just want to know that you mean so much to me, more than I think you could know and I remember one thing you told me last year and I think I connect to it much more now than I did. That thing being that you interfered with my plans with others because you wanted to be a part of everything I do. A year ago, I thought it was stupid and I couldn't have a connection with it. Now? Now I know what you mean and although you might not do it as much anymore/at all, I'm beginning to do it and I know what you mean. The poem below is something I wanted, and something I found in you:
Sometimes when I say, "I'm Okay," I want someone to look me, In the eyes and hug me tight, and say, "I know you're not."
At the time I found this poem, it was me who I thought needed this person in the poem and for that person to be you. But now this poem has a double meaning - it's new meaning being that I'm telling you I'm going to be that 'someone.'
The aim of this tab is for it to be a place to go whenever you overthink, whenever you're down and you need something to pick you up (though I hope you'll be talking to me <3). Remember this is a tab for you to go whenever you need it, if you want to feel loved or if you want to feel happy - this tab'll be there for you. What is this tab? Well, it's 26 reasons as to why I'm really happy you're my best friend, brother and twin.
You're kind: I know I say you sometimes do this but honestly, you've never been mean to me outside of an argument. You've always been one of the kindest people I know and I'm honoured that I can experience this every single day because it's one of the best things ever.
You're caring: You care about your friends, whether they're your best friend or a new friend, you care for them. It's because you care so much that people love you and it's because of it that people want to be around you because they know if they need someone to care for them, you're there.
You're funny: You're one of the funniest people I know and every single conversation we have you always say something that makes me laugh - I don't think there's been a single day in our friendship that I haven't laughed or been reduced to laughing like some crazy person because of you. Again, I'm glad I can experience this every single day.
You're imaginative: You come up with some of the best and some of my most favourite ideas ever. Every single idea you've come up with I've loved in some degree (even the Chinjae kid). It's because of your imagination mixed with mine I think that our collabs are always so amazing and why I want to make them really quickly.
You're loyal: This is perhaps one of the qualities I've come to really love and appreciate in the past year. Through the past year I've put you through some shit, I've said things I don't mean and I know I've made you feel things I couldn't forgive myself for. But through every single thing, you've forgiven me and loved me and been extremely loyal to me and for that, I thank you. Despite what you say, I can never thank you or your loyalty enough but know that the largest amount of gratitude wouldn't even be enough to convey how I feel.
You're open-minded: Any time I disagree with something you want to do, or want to change it slightly, you listen and don't get mad. You take on opinions well and you can change to make whatever you're doing perfect. To me, that's something everyone should have - it makes you accepting, loving and caring. You might think at times that you're not open-minded, but believe me, you are.
You're supportive: This is another thing I've gotten to experience and see in the past year and again, I thank you so much for it. Whatever problem I went through or whatever obstacle I faced, you were there beside me supporting me. To me, your support means so much to me and I value it deeply.
You're a role-model: I know I say I'm jealous of you a lot and I am because I want to be just like you. Whether that's personality wise, coding wise or even character making wise, I want to aspire to be like you because you are one of the most amazing people I've ever met. You make me want to be a better person, to improve my flaws so I can be a better person and friend not only to you, but to everyone.
You're ambitious: If you want something, you'll strive for it. I already knew it, but the Nationstates' endorsement challenge really showed me that. Whether it's something small or big, you know how to get to it and that's again something I admire.
You're smart: I can't remember the last time I've said this to you, I know I've said it, and you need to know that I do think you're incredibly intelligent and I bet that science test you were worrying about went extremely well and that whenever you have your finals that you're gonna do amazing in them.
You're fun to be around: There's not a day that goes past that I'm bored when I'm with you. You brighten and make my day fun in so many ways that I couldn't name just one thing. You're like your Exo-K bias to me; the 'Happy Virus.'
You're honest: I don't think I've ever met someone who's more honest with me than you are. If you dislike something I say, do or think of, you tell me and I love that more than someone who lies to me. I know with your feelings you're not as honest, but I can see why and that doesn't make me think any less of your honesty.
You're protective: I know you think this is a bad trait of yours, but trust me, it isn't. I love that you're overly protective of your friends. It shows you love them and that you care for them and that they mean the world to you. I love it personally because I know that because you think of me as yours, I have someone there for me. So stop hating this thing about yourself boo <3
You're loving: You love people for being there for you, you love them for being your friend and you love them for so many other reasons. You give people you're close to so much love and I know that I'm appreciative of it. You're love means so much to me (as you know, when I feel like you don't believe me or whatever, I get really sad) and again again, I'm thankful I get to experience it.
You're patient: Especially towards me, you've shown incredible patience throughout this past year and even further whenever I took too long to finish something or I was being difficult with what I said or did.
You're confident: I don't know if you know this or not, but you're really confident in my eyes. I love how you're so outgoing on chat and I really wish I had the ability to do that.
You're selfless: This point was really shown to me in the past few weeks when you didn't come on for a few days and you said that you hid your feelings and said you were fine but you weren't - however you continued to listen to my emotional shit and it proved to me that you're just as selfless as you think I am. You always listen to other people's problems and in all friendships became the bigger person. I know I've said this a lot over the past few weeks but I will be the bigger person for you, that's a promise.
You're emotional: Whenever we need one, you do a heart to heart with me and it's good to see you be so open about how you feel in that time. I know you hide your feelings a lot but don't, please, it's not healthy. As I said before, if you ever ended up like me, I'd never forgive myself because I know I could prevent it. Let your emotions run free all the time like you do during our heart to hearts.
You're genuine: You always try your best to live up to your words and you will, unless major problems occur, keep it. I know recently you haven't kept it because you've been tired and stuff, but it doesn't take away from my opinion that you are really genuine with your word.
You listen: You listen to me whenever I have a problem. You listen when I'm acting stupid, you listen when you know I regret what I'm saying. You've listened to me so much in the past year and this is a trait of yours that is deserving of large amounts of my gratitude. You listening to me is one of the best things you can do for me because it does honestly make me feel loved.
You're trustworthy: I can trust you with my deepest and darkest secrets. There's nobody I've been 100% truthful with and I know you keep all of them and not tell anyone. I know I can rely on you for anything I need because my trust in you is the biggest anyone I know has received.
You're amazing: There's not much to say on this one other than the fact that you are, and always will be, amazing in my eyes and the eyes of so many other people who you're friends with.
You're inspirational: You inspire me to do well in everything I do - just like you. If we both do the same thing, you inspire me to be on the same level as you because that's the effect you have - you inspire people to be just like you.
You're fair: The Chenyeol model situation brought this out for me, stronger than it did before. Even when it fucks you over in some way, or it's more unfair on you in the short term, you remain fair. You've been fair to me throughout our three years of friendship you've been nothing but fair, even when I was unfair on you and the ability you have to keep that fairness is admirable.
You're passionate: If you love something or someone, you'll fight for them no matter what. When people make fun of me on chat and when stuff you believe in is mentioned have taught me this is among a big trait of yours. Your passion for coding, being a good friend, making amazing characters and being a good person is something I've only seen on a few people and I'm glad that you, my best friend, are one of those people.
You're focused: If you need something to be done you'll get it done, no matter how long it takes. I know sometimes I complain about this (I want it all what can I say :P) but I do honestly think it's an amazing thing you do. Sometimes I wish I had your ability to focus because then we'd get shit done quicker.
And there's 26 reasons on why I love you. Of course, there's a special 27th that deserves to be separate from the rest and, well, here it is:
Whatever imperfections you think you have Finny, know that I personally love them and I wouldn't change them or you for anything in the world. To me, you're nothing short of perfect and I hope this conveys it to you. For all of my life I wanted the best friend people say about in books, films and TV shows and I never thought I'd find it until November 14th 2012 came and I began to talk to the person who'd eventually fill this role. It's in you that I found this seemingly mythical at times best friend and I wish that my parents did make the move back in 2013 because then I'd be able to speak to you in real life and potentially see you everyday. Another promise I couldn't make on the table is that I promise one day we'll meet and I'll tell you from my own spoken words how much you mean to me. There's not a day that goes by where I don't think I'm really lucky to have Brocky292 as my best friend who loves me no matter what and who always is, and always will be, there for me. So, from the most deepest place of my heart, thank you Brock for being my best friend.
Yeoboseyo and happy 16th birthday, Brocky-Hyung!!! I'm sorry this looks bad, but it comes from the heart. Anyways, today is a special day where you turn another year older. It might not seem like much, but it's the anniversary where someone truly amazing was brought into this world. You are very special to me and hold a place in my heart. This is your special day and I'm so glad that I met you.
You are amazing at what you do, don't give up!! Overall incredible and reliable! <3 Sassy af. Period. Helpful and hilarious, putting smiles on people's faces since 1999!! And, a meme lover outstanding friend since 2012.
So, with the bottom of my heart, thank you for being in my life. And as always, I'll see you next time. Buh-bye!!! <3
I was able to talk to Yorkie earlier. She said she's honestly against the idea of being rb but she agreed that she'll think it over. On another note, are you receiving email notifications from wikia? Because I'm not despite the fact that many of the pages I follow have been edited. :/
Hey Brocky, I just read the rules for challenging a counselor and was just wondering. The lieutenant counselor has no completed quests. So, what do I need to do now? I'm still sort of confused after reading the rules.
Hey Brock, it's Toxyca. Can you archive my characters and mark me as inactive? I'm leaving. I'll probably come back because I don't know how to function without this place, what with it being almost the center of my life for three years, but I'll be taking a while away and I don't know how long. Until then just make me inactive.
Hey brocky so i has a question about a claim. there are 4 demigods living in one house with 4 of their mortal foster family members. Would the fours foster family members be able to hide the four demigods scent? At least for a bit? Because the user has the demigod's first monster attack at 13 and i said it had to be earlier but the user claims that the four mortal would be able to mask the four demigods scent
Note: Two of the demigods are children of ares and the other two are children of minor gods (The claim doesn't state it specifically)
I noticed that when someone enters chat, the coding goes all funny and it shows a load of wiki script. I'm not sure why, and I've been mostly inactive as I don't have a home router but I feel that I should bring it to your attention, in case you want to do something about it.
I'm pretty educated in wikicode/formatting, and I've got a lot of time on my hands. I don't really want to roleplay right now but it's something I'm interested in for the future. To see some of my work you can check the wiki I found and update (Captain Wolf) or my user page on another wiki I edit a lot (Grimm). My only interest for now is helping out. Get back to me and let me know if you could use me. If not that's fine.
Lallaine: An emerald-prism pendant with filigree designs that can morph into anything that is connected to architectural designing, ex., a pencil, though very one has sharp ends that has a specific poison which can paralyze a person for an hour, if lucky.
Lennon: A small bracelet with black gems that is charmed with Ares' magic. It can turn into a shield that is very strong, and has the power to call the dead to aid the user without using any energy from its owner, though only for a limited time and if only a lot had died in the place where she is.
Nin: A simple silver-chained whistle from Athena that can call to the shadows and form a war object, either a solid shield, sword, or spear that shoots bullets of Stygian Iron.
Jesse: A ring with sapphire gems embedded in it from Athena and some help from Harmonia herself. The ring gives Jesse the power to talk to someone—as if having an Iris message—for a limited time, as long as it is not an enemy.
Scott: With the magic of Apollo (with the persuasion of Athena), a golden-chained necklace with an amber prism that lets him mimic any voice/sound that he had heard.
Not to good with deciding if weapons or powers are to OP so can you help me out?? (Sorry for long IM >.<)
Hey brocky so as of right now there are many Characters that hold Bc faction leader spot and the owners to the characters are very inactive. For example wonder and wave own the leader spots to veritum and them two have basically left the wiki with the exception of wonder coming into chat a few weeks ago. I come to you with this because there are bc claims that need to be accepted by the leaders of the factions and the owners are inactive >.< another example is there are two vuritum bc claims that i have accepted using the henrich template but have yet to be accpeted by the faction leaders. i suggest giving the spots over to people who are active and can accept faction claims when needed (sorry for long and confusing IM btw). Also ive already message wonder about the claims and he has still not gotten to them which i understand because RL can get very busy for people including myself
Okay so I dropped by real quick to tell you I'm still alive and kicking. xD College is seriously harder than I expected but with my midterms out of the way, I should (hopefully) be able to make a few edits soon. I'll be sure to update the user/char lists (Oh my gosh how long has it been since someone edited that??).
Also, I met Hyu earlier today (as in we were finally able to meet face-to-face) and damn was it good to talk to someone who knew the wiki. xD Anyway, will make sure to edit in a few days (maybe over the weekend?). Really sorry for my inactivity! :(( :))
I know that this is a wierd request, and that probably no one has asked you this, but could you ban me from chat until I ask you to take the ban off? My parents are starting to check Camp, and I don't want anyone to say anything stupid that could get me in trouble.
Hi, I'm just wondering how long usually people wait after publishing their claims to get claimed? Britney Asher (talk) 00:41, November 10, 2015 (UTC)Britney
qq Sorry to bother
but can you make me a divider image theme (link to colour lovers is there) and transparent char images (lux22, lux33, lux44)? you can find everything you need here if you wish to do it :c xx sorry
"long and lost"~~ Minx the Banshee
Annyeong c: is it possible for the mortal parent of a demigod to be a famous figure from history? Like Mary Read or William Shakespeare... ? *is making a character who's mortal parent is Mary Read >_<*
Hey Brocky. I just reserved SEVENTEEN's Mingyu; however Oli claimed you made a previous reservation, is it true?Such is life~ lol.Broken
Wow, that's a long list. I thought 3 was the max for temp and another 3 for perm dibs. Guess I was wrong. Nonetheless, since you were first to claim him, feel free to edit the category to your liking.Such is life~ lol.Broken
No, no, pretty Sana stays with you. Also, I think it's three for both. I mean, think about it. If there are unlimited temps, there won't be any difference. A person would have 5 temps, and when another person places one of them in perm, it's still the first-come-first-serve rule, right? Is there an expiry to the temp dib?Such is life~ lol.Broken
Mhm, so in a way, it doesn't really matter. I remember someone telling me it was three for both, so I guess it's time to clarify or something. Well, it isn't really important now.Such is life~ lol.Broken