It's time to stop pretending and face the music...
As much as I love this wiki and I want to stay and keep it growing and be a part of it forever, I'd be lying to myself if I said that staying was possible. If you read my last blog post, you might be feeling a bit betrayed (maybe) but you need to know that I should never have even written that because getting over 9000 edits here is impossible for me at the moment. Over the past few months I've drifted further and further from CHB, and though I've had many guilty moments about not coming and editing, I realised that if I step back and look at the big picture, CHB is no longer a part of my life, and that's okay.
The past one and a half years have been spectacular and event-packed, right from …Read more >
SPOILER: I MIGHT BE LEAVING THE WIKI
Now that I've peaked your attention, I need to explain myself.
It's not a hidden fact that I have been too inactive on the wiki for a a member of the admin team in my position. You see, I think I've lost a lost of my enthusiasm and dedication to the wiki due to some of the toxic user attitudes and my general feeling like I'm not a good enough user (blah blah blah whatever, I have confidence issues). Despite all of this, I still love the wiki and I want to help it grow but I've been avoiding this for the previously mentioned reasons.
So I've come up with a proposition for myself that will be put into practice as soon as possible:
I promise not to leave the wiki until I reach 9000 edits
This entails me working…Read more >
Unfortunately, I'll be absent from the wiki for two and a half weeks as I travel to London and Paris with my school group. During that time I will only be able to make minimal edits and I won't be present on chat (even though I haven't been recently).
... So yeah. I'm pretty pooped that I won't be here for so long, but I guess it'll be nice when I return (not that many people care about me XD)
See you in two and a half weeks!Read more >
No, this isn't anything too serious, I'm just going to be super busy for the next 2-3 days so i won't be able to come on and make any edits during this time.
I apologise for this, but I have essays to write >.<Read more >
I don't exactly know how to put this simply. It's a feeling of confusion, stress, angst, impatience, longing, and wanting all rolled into one. Maybe a few other feelings as well, but I can't put a finger on them.
The thing is, my life has recently (well not really, but it's just sunk in) become quite hectic. I've just returned to school as a senior, and I have a group of junior students I have to look after for a year. I've started one of my HSC subjects (which is a big thing), and I got shitey teachers, so I'll have to put in a ton of effort this year to get acceptable marks. On top of all this, I'm finally noticing the touches my mother has put around our home to signify her attachment to her current partner. The said partner sickens me; …Read more >